That's the Truth I Don't Like To Admit

There's this truth I don't like to admit

because admitting it wouldn't stop the story

because it will reveal how villain I can be

But since you have shared something truthful

allow me too to unfold the load I carry

for once, let me be the villain I am, not the damsel in distress

 Truth is, I don't want you to move on from me,

I want you to remember me when you look at the moon

I want to be the name you scream out on top of a mount

I want you to curse the night you let go of me

and cry a river for the things you haven't said in my face 

I hope you never heal no matter how many letters and poems you write in my memory

That's how villain I can be

wanting we'd have the same pain

for turning our back to a love so great

Darling, please accept my apology 

for being a villain you wouldn't thought I could be

and perhaps, I have gave you enough reason to despise me

That's the truth I don't like to admit 

And in spite of it all

I hope when you hear my name

it'll make your heart leap

as you try to stop yourself from smiling

because somewhere out there 

is the love you found so rare