You haunt me not only in my dreams
But your shadow follows me even on the newly released songs of a band I just heard the name for the first time
No
Even on the songs of my favorite band I knew since high school
I
Can't
Unheard
You
In
Them
The meaningless now shouts in my face saying look at me
That even the phrases I read in the novel I hold in my hands remind me of you
No
Even on the memes I see on the internet undoubtedly scream your wholeness
I
Can't
Unseen
You
In
Them
Not only I am haunted by the life that could have been with you
But that every time I cry, your image will always follow as if you are comforting my brokenness
No
Even when I'm in my happiest I think of you and hoping you too are in your joyous state
I
Can't
Help
But
Pray
For
You
You made me question my sanity yet now I know what I can be capable of
That I sometimes stay away from books, music, and arts for they only gravitate me more to the thoughts of you
No
Even when I am alone and sitting with silence, you will be the whispers I can't run from
I
Can't
Untie
Your
Being
From
Me
This is the curse of not choosing you
No
This is the gift of knowing you because part of me is so grateful
That
I
Can
Always
And
Forever
Write
About
You
