Only Three Things

I know and I'm sure

There are only three things why I don't succumb

to the darkness lingering when I'm at my low

Your prayers;

His sweet voice caressing my soul;

And the Almighty who kept saving me

How can death snatch me from this life?

If you pray for me without ceasing 

You utter secret prayers and the Heaven listens

How can I stay so downcast?

If he's always ready to lift me up,

always putting myself first, ensuring I stay merry

And above all, how can I choose to end my story

If I have experienced His glorious saving

He kept saving, I can't have that kind of audacity

Please know and be sure

That I am beyond thankful

Let my life be the proof how I am grateful

LOL

You want to know something funny?

I heard your voice,

your thoughts,

your funny jokes, 

your admiration, 

It's funny because he's not you, 

You want to know what's even funnier?

That how on hell

he reflects you?

When he's just a written

character in the novel

It's funnier because perhaps I'm being delusional

You want to know what's the funniest of all?

That even him

is out of my reach,

that in this life

I can never have you nor him

It's the funniest because we already saw this on movie screen...

...yet we never dared change the story.