Thursday, July 9, 2026

That's the Truth I Don't Like To Admit

There's this truth I don't like to admit

because admitting it wouldn't stop the story

because it will reveal how villain I can be


But since you have shared something truthful

allow me too to unfold the load I carry

for once, let me be the villain I am, not the damsel in distress


 Truth is, I don't want you to move on from me,

I want you to remember me when you look at the moon

I want to be the name you scream out on top of a mount

I want you to curse the night you let go of me

and cry a river for the things you haven't said in my face 

I hope you never heal no matter how many letters and poems you write in my memory


That's how villain I can be

wanting we'd have the same pain

for turning our back to a love so great


Darling, please accept my apology 

for being a villain you wouldn't thought I could be

and perhaps, I have gave you enough reason to despise me


That's the truth I don't like to admit 


And in spite of it all

I hope when you hear my name

it'll make your heart leap

as you try to stop yourself from smiling

because somewhere out there 

is the love you found so rare

Wednesday, July 1, 2026

Where

I would know where you are in a room full of people, 

That's how certain I am with how I deeply know you


So, now, I hope you know why I felt offended, 

That time when I was standing right in front of you


and you asked me, "Where would I find my soulmate?"