You want to know something funny?
I heard your voice,
your thoughts,
your funny jokes,
your admiration,
It's funny because he's not you,
You want to know what's even funnier?
That how on hell
he reflects you?
When he's just a written
character in the novel
It's funnier because perhaps I'm being delusional
You want to know what's the funniest of all?
That even him
is out of my reach,
that in this life
I can never have you nor him
It's the funniest because we already saw this on movie screen
I learned to curse
Oh, damn, it feels so good
How I found words
To express extreme feelings
That wow or oh my gosh
Cannot attribute
I learned the words
On how to express
The WTFs of our untold story
Every time you scream your truth
I whispered fuck for each, that no one hears
Always sounded more surprised as it should be
I cannot use the name of God in vain,
So perhaps, cursing is closer to heaven, I think
But sometimes, I wonder, did God play His trick
Just laughing on how our story turned comedic
We shed our tears, but above, Somebody's laughing
Because how else will a Deity react to WTF?
I now know how to perfectly pronounce a curse,
Everytime I felt somebody's pain and hurt
Or learned something that is so inhumane
That as if uttering a curse now is a sacred tale,
That I only use when the world deserves a punishing
Say a pray, if you hear me crying justice should reign
And I cannot use the name of God in vain,
So perhaps, cursing is closer to heaven, I think
But sometimes, I wonder, do God really love this world
Watching all the stories of darkness and evil
We cannot ignore so we shout curse, but above,
Somebody's keep reaching
Because how else will a Deity react
to a cursed that needs saving?
But, still, God, just to ask,
but really, WTF?
I know
there is something more to that laugh
